Hey you, yea you want to make decisions for me. I just don't feel like making any choices. I don't exactly feel dead just unfeeling. Soooooo have you ever felt that way. I have!! Just today. And right now. Does this have anything to do with my boyfriend? of course. my friends? of course. my family? of course. work? no
Yes, a random though right now. What do u think of a MAN that's acting like a teenage boy and wears a uniform???????? Mind you that he looks like a teenager, but is actually 27.
I got my new camera today. yay show u pics later
xoxo Nancy
Friday, August 20, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
a friend of a friend thats vulgar to you
alright!!
im a typical college student that makes new friends every day. So what would you do if this friends friend says something vulgar about you?
what happened?
we were walking to his friends little hang out. As i was leaving because i had to go to the 7 11 gas station to cash out money, one of his friends had the audacity to say "u going to get some". At first i thought i heard wrong, but i knew i didn't because i just knew. As i was walking away i slowed down to hear what my friend would say but i didn't hear him say anything. As i got to the gas station i thought in my head are you serious. I was wondering if my friend did say anything to shut his friend vulgar mouth. I was upset, but then i started wondering if i should stay friends with him. I have not decided because i am going ask him what he said to his friend when that friend said "u going to get some". When i do get the whole story I'll decide then. Mind you that he is only a freshman(18 years old) and he and his friends are on the football team.(these two factors are not stereotypical but just facts that you should have in mind) I do not think that i am over reacting because why would you want to be friends with a person that does not respect you.
xoxo Nancy
im a typical college student that makes new friends every day. So what would you do if this friends friend says something vulgar about you?
what happened?
we were walking to his friends little hang out. As i was leaving because i had to go to the 7 11 gas station to cash out money, one of his friends had the audacity to say "u going to get some". At first i thought i heard wrong, but i knew i didn't because i just knew. As i was walking away i slowed down to hear what my friend would say but i didn't hear him say anything. As i got to the gas station i thought in my head are you serious. I was wondering if my friend did say anything to shut his friend vulgar mouth. I was upset, but then i started wondering if i should stay friends with him. I have not decided because i am going ask him what he said to his friend when that friend said "u going to get some". When i do get the whole story I'll decide then. Mind you that he is only a freshman(18 years old) and he and his friends are on the football team.(these two factors are not stereotypical but just facts that you should have in mind) I do not think that i am over reacting because why would you want to be friends with a person that does not respect you.
xoxo Nancy
talking???7 days a week
If someone tells you that they think that seeing there potential spouse only 4 days a week is enough, what would you think? Hurt, disappointed, or would you be OK with it? What other emotions would you feel?
For me i felt like my head was going to come off. I was not mad, but hurt. Hurt that he said that. (This was done over the phone. yes! the phone!) I wanted to see him more. How did he expect us to live together if he is fine with seeing me only 4 days a week (mind you that this is an estimate of 4 days, its usually 2 days a on the weekend since i started school) Is there anything wrong with wanting to see each other more. In my head i thought wow you think 4 days is enough then do you really want to live together and marry me? After he told me this I didn't know what to think or say. So we left it at that. i told him that i didn't know what to say and we hung up saying a very unheart felt "i love you". About 3 sec pass before those words made me cry so hard that it was hard to breath. After i calmed down a little that thought would not go away. I new it was not moronic to think that way. What does any one think when they are told that. There is always a chance of losing each other. That's what i felt there and then. Although i didn't want to lose him i just felt like i was losing him. It was that thought and the thought of not living together or marrying each other was like an actual knife in my heart. Pathetic? no. Life? Yes. It has been longer then 2 years since we dated, but it was not till recently that i thought that we would not be together forever. Who gave me that thought? It was my boyfriend himself.
PS. do not judge him or me while you read this entry. This is not the whole story. It would take to long to type the whole story out and this is based on my verrrryyy emotional self right now.
xoxo Nancy
For me i felt like my head was going to come off. I was not mad, but hurt. Hurt that he said that. (This was done over the phone. yes! the phone!) I wanted to see him more. How did he expect us to live together if he is fine with seeing me only 4 days a week (mind you that this is an estimate of 4 days, its usually 2 days a on the weekend since i started school) Is there anything wrong with wanting to see each other more. In my head i thought wow you think 4 days is enough then do you really want to live together and marry me? After he told me this I didn't know what to think or say. So we left it at that. i told him that i didn't know what to say and we hung up saying a very unheart felt "i love you". About 3 sec pass before those words made me cry so hard that it was hard to breath. After i calmed down a little that thought would not go away. I new it was not moronic to think that way. What does any one think when they are told that. There is always a chance of losing each other. That's what i felt there and then. Although i didn't want to lose him i just felt like i was losing him. It was that thought and the thought of not living together or marrying each other was like an actual knife in my heart. Pathetic? no. Life? Yes. It has been longer then 2 years since we dated, but it was not till recently that i thought that we would not be together forever. Who gave me that thought? It was my boyfriend himself.
PS. do not judge him or me while you read this entry. This is not the whole story. It would take to long to type the whole story out and this is based on my verrrryyy emotional self right now.
xoxo Nancy
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
blend of fruits
im craving a smoothie. I don't care if its pure and healthy or sweetened and unhealthy. I just want the smooth and delicious richness. Its really hot here in Cali and i hate the heat. Technically i live in the desert but not really. I don't have a swimming pool or AC. I practically live off the fan in my room. Yea back to the smoothie. Who does not like a smoothie on a hot day. What I'm typing is repetitive, but this is what i think.
Ps. I do not see the point of twitter. Who the heck wants to know what your doing ever min. or hour. Its practically like stalking. Wait it is stalking haha I guess people like being stalked.
xoxo Nancy
Ps. I do not see the point of twitter. Who the heck wants to know what your doing ever min. or hour. Its practically like stalking. Wait it is stalking haha I guess people like being stalked.
xoxo Nancy
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