So I haven't been posting anything for a while sryyyyyy guys just forgot heheh. Well issue is depression. Right now im in the dumps huh. U just have one of those days that u don't want to do anything. Don't want to talk to anyone or hang out with anyone. Just want to be left alone to be miserable hahah. I maybe laughing, but im really down. I keep thinking that what am i doing and what if the point of being here. Will anyone care? huh just writing this is depressing....er : P i have tried watching my favorite show, reading my favorite books, or watching my favorite youtubers and it does not seem to help at all. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
god and im making my boyfriend feel down too and i don't want to do that but i cant help it. But u know what he wasn't much help either. I feel like we can't talk to each other and this started way before i got all depressed. I just want to crawl into a cave and ... well stay there. I just want to get out of this oh so sad part of my life and well be happy again. Its no ones fault that im depressed its just came out at random. Damn u depression! why do u come after meeeeeeee.
xoxo Nancy
